Chris
09 December 2006, 17:00
well i was just like thinking, i see life differently to how i did when i was 9.
Maybe it's cos i'm older now and i see that a lot of silver linings are just a trick of the mind or sight or some sort of radioactive debris or summat sciency. Anyway i was walking home the other night and i looked at the moon and it was full so i took a picture of it using my camera on my mobile telephone. well on my route home i decided to make it longer by walking through the woods; i have no reasoning for this seeing as i was cold and i really wanted to go home. Anyway on my route i saw a man and it wasn't any ordinary man it was one of those men you see out of the corner of your eye who scares you and then you realise it isn't actually a man at all it's actually just a tree.
That's life.
Anyway life told me once to stop wanting to do stuff that you're not doing and just enjoy the stuff that you're doing even if you don't enjoy doing them. since then i've started realising that things in life arn't as hard as they seem to be before you do them, cos after you've done them they don't seem hard anymore cos you don't feel how hard they are unless you're doing them at that time. unless you loose a leg but after it's healed it's all good isn't it. That reminds me of when i'm in the car sometimes and i want to be doing something else. I don't ever want to skip into the future though cos then i'll be old. when i look back on stuff i have done though everything skips past really fast. but when i was doing that stuff it seemed slow. so maybe life does go fast after all.
hmm life goes too slowly when you want it to go fast but when you look back on the times when you wanted it to go fast you sometimes wish that you were there and it went even slower than it did cos in your memory it just makes a blip sound and scares you.
Death, eh? well what about it, why can't we kill ourselves. i'll tell you, cos it's safe here. Here? yeah here wherever we are when we're thinking about death. It's not as if you ever know where here is when you want to stay there but it's better than being somewhere else. Killing ourselves could be the best thing that ever happened to us. then again it is scary cos making decisions that you can't change always have been scary.
what's up with head lice? are they there to tell little kids that life isn't that fun after all. Why do adults get over head lice? Maybe lice don't even exist as real things. they just are born off heads that are happy and make the person who owns the head very sad. what if lice had lice surely that would get our revenge on life being shit. What if we were lice after all. every time we do something we hurt something else. the longer we stay alive the longer the kid has nits. maybe we can save kids from that sort of thing by killing ourselves.
If a guy wanted to die but didn't want other people to care once he was gone. could we kill him? surely we are doing him a favour and the parents don't blame or spit on his gravestone cos he committed suicide cos he never did and he dies happy. flawless.
Maybe it's cos i'm older now and i see that a lot of silver linings are just a trick of the mind or sight or some sort of radioactive debris or summat sciency. Anyway i was walking home the other night and i looked at the moon and it was full so i took a picture of it using my camera on my mobile telephone. well on my route home i decided to make it longer by walking through the woods; i have no reasoning for this seeing as i was cold and i really wanted to go home. Anyway on my route i saw a man and it wasn't any ordinary man it was one of those men you see out of the corner of your eye who scares you and then you realise it isn't actually a man at all it's actually just a tree.
That's life.
Anyway life told me once to stop wanting to do stuff that you're not doing and just enjoy the stuff that you're doing even if you don't enjoy doing them. since then i've started realising that things in life arn't as hard as they seem to be before you do them, cos after you've done them they don't seem hard anymore cos you don't feel how hard they are unless you're doing them at that time. unless you loose a leg but after it's healed it's all good isn't it. That reminds me of when i'm in the car sometimes and i want to be doing something else. I don't ever want to skip into the future though cos then i'll be old. when i look back on stuff i have done though everything skips past really fast. but when i was doing that stuff it seemed slow. so maybe life does go fast after all.
hmm life goes too slowly when you want it to go fast but when you look back on the times when you wanted it to go fast you sometimes wish that you were there and it went even slower than it did cos in your memory it just makes a blip sound and scares you.
Death, eh? well what about it, why can't we kill ourselves. i'll tell you, cos it's safe here. Here? yeah here wherever we are when we're thinking about death. It's not as if you ever know where here is when you want to stay there but it's better than being somewhere else. Killing ourselves could be the best thing that ever happened to us. then again it is scary cos making decisions that you can't change always have been scary.
what's up with head lice? are they there to tell little kids that life isn't that fun after all. Why do adults get over head lice? Maybe lice don't even exist as real things. they just are born off heads that are happy and make the person who owns the head very sad. what if lice had lice surely that would get our revenge on life being shit. What if we were lice after all. every time we do something we hurt something else. the longer we stay alive the longer the kid has nits. maybe we can save kids from that sort of thing by killing ourselves.
If a guy wanted to die but didn't want other people to care once he was gone. could we kill him? surely we are doing him a favour and the parents don't blame or spit on his gravestone cos he committed suicide cos he never did and he dies happy. flawless.
